I didn’t mean for it to become a habit. I had no idea once I started how much I would become dependent on it. I wasn’t sleeping very well at night and I had a lot to do during the day. I had heard a lot of good things about it. I even tried it a few times when I was younger. The stress of becoming a new mom again had really gotten to me and I couldn’t resist the urge anymore.
Now I need it all of the time. It’s gotten to the point where I think about it in middle of the night when I’m sitting up with the baby. I used to only take it one way but now I’ve gotten brave and I try different kinds. There are so many to choose from.
I can’t believe I used to be one of those people that turned their nose up at it. I used to think the people that needed it to get through the day weren’t trying hard enough. Now I know that’s not the case. We all have our weaknesses. At least I own up to mine. Besides, I can stop anytime I want to.
One day I may stop but until that day comes I’ll continue to enjoy my coffee.