Monday, July 21, 2014

Fleeting Moments in Motherhood



I was having a rather stressful night. I had already put Baby J to sleep but my toddler JR runs the house. So his late night partying woke her up. I sent him off to play with the other kids and took J to my room to put her back to sleep. I put her in my bed and silently lay next to her.

As we lay in bed together face to face, her tiny little hand explored my face. She stared into my eyes as she touched my nose, pulled my lips and tugged at my eyelashes. As she touched each part of my face she stayed there for a few seconds studying it as if this was her first time really seeing me. The moment was so beautiful I held my breath so I would keep from startling her and give her a reason to stop. Her ever so curious 6 month old mind was at work trying to figure me out. She rested her hand on my cheek as we just gazed at each other. I could see how tired she was. I knew that this beautiful moment would soon end but I longed for it to last a bit longer. This may be the 7th time I’ve experienced a love like this but no matter how many times it is still just as magical as the first. Just as I had predicted her eyes began to close as her hand slipped away from my face. She was asleep and I could have gotten up but the sheer beauty of the moment kept me there staring at her. Thanking God for feeling I was special enough to deserve this precious little girl. They grow so fast we have to take advantage of these times.


These are the moments that make me forget about all of the sleepless nights, the countless dirty diapers, the trials and tribulations of breastfeeding. These are the moments full of love that connect us. Moments like these are the reason I’m so blessed to be a mom.

6 comments:

  1. Beautiful. I had never heard this before, but love it. Thanks for sharing!

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    1. Thank you so much. It was just one of those nights I was stressed out and the simple gesture of my 6 month old made me realize to slow down and appreciate life. I don't know who wrote the quote but it was fitting for how I was feeling.

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  2. Beautiful post! I also feel blessed to be a mom. I have four kids (ages 13 - 21). They grow up so fast! Stopping by from SITS!

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    1. Thank you. Being a mom is stressful but it is full of wonderful moments. I appreciate you taking the time to stop by.

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  3. Hopping over from SITS. Your post caught my attention. Beautiful post. There are the moments I live for as well. These are truly precious. ~Cynthia | My Rose Colored Shades

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    1. Babies are just so precious and they don't stay small for long. Thank you for your kind words and stopping by.

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